December 2010
“Would you rather erase everything and redo it all? Or keep the memories, good...”
im tired.
tired of feeling regret about everything i did and didn’t do.
tired of feeling like everyone’s watching and judging.
tired of imagining for things that won’t ever happen.
tired of wondering how things will turn out in the future.
tired of waiting for you to make the first move.
tired of thinking about all the what ifs.
just so damn tired of it all.
hell week is freaking hell.
i swear. im on the stage for 25 min and i wait from 2:30-9:30 -__________-; i cant even freaking go home. butbut when im gonna be sad when asian night’s over. what to do after school?! and it was kinda fun getting to know all the lion dance ppl…
hell week is freaking hell.
i swear. im on the stage for 25 min and i wait from 2:30-9:30 -__________-; i cant even freaking go home. butbut when im gonna be sad when asian night’s over. what to do after school?! and it was kinda fun getting to know all the lion dance ppl…
i like how we aren’t that close but you know exactly what i’m feeling and what to say. you just read people and understand how the feel. it’s good to talk to you, cuz we can relate. i know that you are feeling the same things and that i’m not alone.
thanks for making me feel better today(:
havent been on in awhile.
asian night. hell week.
November 2010
black fridayyyyyy!
wokeup at 6 today to go shopping with sally isabel and serena at rooseveltttt!! saw like half of greatneck south there :P to be quite honest it was a bit disappointing. it was like a regular day at the mall but just it was extra crowded… there was no like crazy sales or like trampling or anything like that o.O but anyways we met this black guy omg. so scary. he was with his kids and he came...
Daily Dose of my mind.: Oh, wow... It's 2:01 AM.... →
shehlovee:
With your girlfriend, again. Oh & don’t forget how loud & rude she is. No, can’t forget that. OOOOH, and how loud you guys walked your asses in the house.. like drunk people. I hope uncle Tony comes out to yell at you, because you’re immaturity has really reached it’s last strike. He told me…
reading posts like that truly makes me grateful for what i have. screw all...
you know...
when trying to change the way you feel about things its really helpful if you just pretend. if i pretend not to care, pretend to be happy, you know what. it works. i trick myself into believing it. and i am seriously hoping that this time it’ll work too.
happy thanksgiving(:
cant wait to go shopping tomorrow.
its gonna be CRAZYYY.
lickingdoorknobs asked: OMG WHAT
MS. KAY
SHE WAS SUCH A BEACH
MS. KAY
SHE WAS SUCH A BEACH
had a lovely day in flushing yesterday(: eating ramennn, shoppinggggg, and totos<3<3
gahhhh had to take my cartilage out:’( well at least i can finally sleep on my right side again!
I don't want to be different, but I don't wanna be...
I find myself in the classic struggle of love &...
Watchfahrenheitfairenough:
GUYS JOKE OF THE WEEK
oh gosh i am so funny what am i going to do with myself
Facebook is where you lie to people you know....
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i am in need of a tall glass of pepsi and a disney...
i have weirdass cravings :P
oh and a friend to do it with(:
trying to figure out what makes me happy now.
i feel like everything i enjoy is like drugs. a momentary high and then its all gone.
summer '10
i miss summer so badly. i loved waking up whenever the hell i wanted and doing whatever the hell i wanted to all day(:
no tests. no homework. no drama. no anything.
i didn’t have to see people i didn’t want to see and i didn’t have to do anything i didn’t want to do.
everytime i think of summer i think back to one night at the park. we played tag at like 9:00 at night...
today i found out my soc average.
ohhhhhhhhhhhh shit. oh shit oh shit OH SHIT.
goals for the week.
GET FULL CREDIT ON ALL MY HOMEWORKS FOR SPICA. why does she hate me. kenny didnt put capitals on his map and he got a 10/10. and i lost credit because i didnt..=.=
wish on 11:11 every single night(:
ENJOY MY BROTHER NOT BEING HOME. actually. its kinda quiet in the house… maybe i miss him.. a TINY bit. ehhhh.
freaking feeling so bipolar lately
sorry if im a bit bitchyy.
i miss track season
i cant wait to do springggggggg<3
so many freaking track memoriesssssssssssssss ahhhhhhhhhhhh<3
